Things go very slowly sometimes.

Thursday nights are weekends here. I am not going out.
Hendrick's Chapel Choir was so fun and enriching. I am truly looking forward to singing and becoming great friend with these people!
I met a few awesome people at a LGBT meeting at the LGBT Resource Center.
It's starting to feel like home here. Things are going well.

For Posterity.

An archive of this summer, for me:
-Beautiful family trip to Maine.
-Apple Hill (obviously wonderful)
---Playing the Beethoven op 18 no 5 with Eloise, Sarah, and Lena in the barn was the most beautiful, most perfect thing.
---Weird hookup with Stuart on a Tuesday night.
-Spending time with Keith and Kevin and Evan.
-Keith and Kevin coming at 8 am on the day before I left.
-Semifrantic packing.
-Arriving at Syracuse!

I am a college student now.

Hello, old blog.
I am at college. It is big. I don't know if I will fit in and find friends and stuff, whatever.
I have been missing James so so badly recently. I keep thinking about him and about what happened and I just want to hug him and talk like we used to. I really, really miss him. This is weird.

I don't even remember what it was like to be with someone anymore.
Word of advice: don't go through any archive of your own personal past, it is really more painful than it's worth.
I cannot wait to get out of here and meet new people.

No picture or song today.
Life is exhausting, mostly. This week:
* Districts (collective 14 hours of music)
* Sarah Lawrence interview
* Tests galore
* Life is stressful
* Terrible friends.
Upcoming:
* SATs
* All-States
* Midterms

I'm feeling more and more lonely.
At least I'm getting sleep.