Sunday, February 28, 2010

I like to think about the world and the oceans and how everything connects.
I like to think about the future and where I'll be this time next year.
We live in an interesting place, there's a whole lot to see and smell and feel and taste.
There's a lot of art to make and people to meet.
And there are many places in which I could find a home.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

I guess I just like to have a record of myself, somewhere.
Though I am not very interesting.

Testing Buzz.
Regretting the decision to link to my blog.
Probably will undo later.
My musings aren't of interest to the public.

(Also, fucking SAT scores aren't up and I stayed up to see them!)

Sunday, February 7, 2010

This week is probably going to be hard.
I am not able to:
have my viola lesson
see my therapist
go to Symphony Pro Musica
go to art
So I'll probably be grumpy.
I hope my friends start noticing me again.

Exciting things happening after this week:
Marina!
!!!
BosMUN
and, therefore, Chris
Knitting
Sleep

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Saturday night with nothing Sunday morning= no pajamas.

A Post About Cats

Look, I know I talk about my cats more than necessary but there is a reason.
I love them very much.
Darrell is curled up in the middle of my bed, and Larry jumped up to sit on me. I am surrounded by them and feel very, very happy.
They do this endearing thing where, when they sit on my lap, they put their paws on top of my left wrist (rarely my right), inhibiting any movement but it is lovely still.
Darrell makes little grunts in his sleep as he breathes out. His legs sometimes start running as he dreams.
They come into the house smelling of earth and air and love. They jump on my lap and purr.
If I am crying and Darrell is inside, he always, always comes to console me.
They have very real personalities and they make me laugh with their little mannerisms. Larry is insecure and needy, Darrell is sometimes inappropriate and farts too much.
My cats really, really love me.
They are very beautiful.
Larry will follow me around the house like a dog.
There are bouts of a few weeks when Darrell only sleeps in my bed with me at night.
When they hear my voice they come find me.

Can I make this for my eyes only?

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Been listening to Metric all the time.
And drawing and painting.
Feels good.